resistance...

One of my struggles, as a writer, is that I always want to write when something else is pending. I have this contrary streak that shows up and torments me.

Today, I want to write - I NEED to study, but I want to write. How weak am I? Pretty weak! Even though the reading part of the studying isn't really a ghastly book - still, it is homework and that alone makes it negative!!!

So, I wrote 2000 throw-away words last night. Not really, the scene I depicted was actually quite good but in retrospect I don't think it accelerates enough to just thrust the reader into the story. So, I will save it for some blurry future work and center on my core story.

See - I'm already cheating.

I'm weak!